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Dysphoric

from in clouds descending by Jai Mohan

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i woke up dysphoric this morning
something in the sound of my voice screams girl to everyone who listens
my hips are too wide and the scars on my chest are itching
and strangers call me woman
i woke up dysphoric this morning
i've been low all day

i woke up dysphoric this morning
they use the wrong words, scream girl to everyone who listens
and they won't stop even when i'm begging
them to give me a little okay

i woke up dysphoric this morning
i don't know what to do and i don't know where i'm going
my head's a mess and my mind is poisoned
and i wish it wouldn't stay

i woke up dysphoric this morning
i know who i am but they know nothing
and they love to tell me who i am
they don't hear a word i say

i woke up dysphoric this morning
there was no sign, no warning
and i'm not even mad, it's just annoying
'cause it hurts to feel this way

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from in clouds descending, released April 23, 2021

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Jai Mohan New York, New York

Jai Mohan is a genre-fluid composer based out of New York. he writes music about queerness, gender, polytheism, disability, big feelings, tiny moments, and the mortifying ordeal of being known.

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